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Man it's been a long time since I've updated this page. Since my last entry, things have been very tiring. I will update more when I have more time. Thanks...

Chapter XXXXXI...

This world sucks... And so do the many horrible people that inhabit it... So f**k the world... F**k it all...

Chapter XXXXX...

Yay... My 50th entry... Someone throw some confetti... And make some noise... 'Cause this place just got even more boring!!! YAY!!! So, obviously, having 50 posts on Xanga means that I have no life... Well... Yeah... I guess I have no life... Work... Still sucks... I "supposedly" got a raise... But I won't find that out until my next paycheck, which I will receive in about 12 to 13 hours from now... But you people don't want to hear about the bland and uneventful stuff... You want ACTION!!! and ADVENTURE!!! Well, you won't find any of that here... Try World of Warcraft... There's plenty of action in that... But... It will lead to not having a life... Or kids... So yeah... Typical post... Typical day... Typical me... What can I say? I'm horrible at maintaining a simple page with my pointless rants or thoughts? Yeah... I guess I could... So anyway... I'm sorry I wasted your time by having you read this... This was a pointless post... I just thought that maybe I could get on here and try to be sensible for once... But...    

Chapter XXXXIX...

This entry was typed on May 4th... Xanga was being an A-hole, so I had to post it today... Here is what it said...

So once again another night at Pablo's place... We are planning on watching Dawn of the Dead... Yay... Good fun... I am so bored out of my mind... I really don't feel like being here... I feel anti-social... So anti-social it hurts... Finals are this week and whatnot... I only have one final left... So yeah... Good stuff... Here lately I've just been chillin' at the house... Doing a bunch of nothing... Life has just been handing me a bunch of crap lately... I feel depressed for some reason... I don't know why... I feel like I need to get away... I need a vacation... I hate work... It sucks... I need a better job... I'd take a pay cut just to work somewhere less stressful... So yeah... I'm sick of being sick and tired of being tired... I am so hungry... Hungry for attention... I want the future to get here so fast... I just want to skip the hassle and get to the good stuff... I need it... Now...

Chapter XXXXVIII...

A little over 30 hours ago, a friend of mine lost his life in a tragic car accident. His name was Yves Estime. He was a positive kid who had a passion for cars and making people laugh. I have only had the pleasure of being around him a handful of times. And I am sorry to say that I did not know him as much as others did. I wonder if he would have remembered me if we had crossed paths somewhere. But that doesn't matter. Because I remember him. And I know that he is in a better place. I thank God that at least he went out doing something he loved so much.

His passing reminds us of how delicate and fragile life is. It shows us that we never know when our time is up. So I challenge you. I challenge you to live your lives as much as possible because you never know when someone or something is going to take it away. Make a difference. Tie up loose ends. Be positive.

Please keep Yves's family in your thoughts and prayers. And when you're driving past 33rd Street on Cache Road and you see that white cross to your left in the center median, say "Hello.." to Yves. And remember what a difference he made and what a difference you can make.

You are always in our hearts Yves...

Rest in peace my friend...

Forever your friend,

Kyle